last day of 2009

Sorry i have no latest pic of me myself so i just anyhow use one! it used to be my fav pic but now i see, wa a bit annoying the face! haha just bear with it people~

Since last nite, i have lots of ideas to blog about the last day of my 2009. and since morning, i wrote alot and also delete alot. ended up i have nothing to say at all. omg~ and not to deny that, 2008 and 2009 are nightmares for me. I mean, of course good things do happened, but bad one always give me very deeeep impression!

This year actually not so bad if i think positively. For example, me and my cousin & sista are getting better and better by each day in Perth. He used to prefer hang out with friends to us. But now i guess, his thinking is more mature and always hang out with us and those thai friends. Of course, no one is perfect and we do argue sometimes maybe! BUT, you need to remember that, only family will always by your side and no matter how much u guys quarrel, u guys still family afterall. And also, me and family getting better too as my temper is not so bad as in 2008. Some ppl know why or i think everyone knows why! :)

and not to neglect the friends part. Of cos, close friends play a very important roles in my life too! Not only close friends, but true friends too. Misunderstandings and arguement made me lose some friends this year. Think from another perspective, this incident made me realised that who is the true friend and who are not! And also, those backstabbers! At first, i was really furious towards the backstabbers and feel like scolding him/her. But what happened has happened. Useless to say all these anymore. But like people always said, You need to lose something in order to gain something. The only thing i feel sad is, i lost a good friend like HER but definetely not HER. LOL!But everything is fated and i know God will arrange a way for me. For those backstabbers, finally i chose to forgive and forget. I dont know whether how much can i do but i tried my very best to accomplish it ! Everything has past and i do not wish to mention it anymore. And also, misunderstandings caused me lots of problems too. Why misunderstandings occurs? It's because i cant maintain a friendship properly or our friendship is actually just as fragile as glass? I dont know. Or maybe i am just an useless friends, not worth to befriend with? :) And those who dislike me , just go ahead :D Ok, let's stop this. I just want to remember that i have few close friends and those true friends are enough! This is what i want!

And, The most important one is my family! Thanks for always be there with me when i need you especially my eldest sista cause she seems to know my every single secrets! haha! But sometimes she is really annoying!! LOL~And also my stupid bros and sistas really bring me lots of laughters at home! I love you guys! Of course my parents too! 2010 is gonna be a different for my family as they gonna migrate to Perth next year. I also hope that everything goes smoothly and they can get used to the lifestyle there asap! God, please lead our way :)

Oh yea i almost forgot to mention my temporary job now! First job related to my 3 years degree and really learn alot from there. But i might work for 2 more months then get my ass back to Perth to get a new job! Frankly, I never expect that i will be working in an audit firm with no pay somemore. Dad said, he will pay me for working there. LOL ! sound so weird right? work in others audit firm but dad gives me pay! However, i am glad that the boss and the collegues are nice! Thanks god! :)

Lastly, i hope i can be positive no matter what happened. God, please be with me no matter what. Praying is the only thing i could do when i face problems. But, i need to say that i didnt pray everyday :S Sorry haha, But i will try to make it a habit everyday from now on :PPP

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!