眼泪

不听话的眼泪。。。夺眶而出。。。
原来我很在乎


这不是第一次了
我开始怀疑
接二连三的发生，我开始感到失望
你懂吗？


不过，我也希望你开心。



UPDATE:

u sms-ed me and ask me out. but, i am not feeling well today and i am thinking, will it be the 3rd time? u know i canot take the disappointment anymore. for the previous incidents, the reason you gave me is, i am much more reasonable.without any doubt, this is a good reason but, what if the same situation keep repeating? I might be using hhahaha hehehe to express what i wanna say to you in the sms. but most of them are true. I think, to good friends/true friends/anyone u care should communicate clearly, avoid misunderstandings or whatever. I might be thinking too much and i pray that God will arrange a way for us :)